| Manual Archives--April 2005 Main Blog April 28, 2005--"From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadow shall spring. Renewed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king."
I'm so excited! I just ordered Aragorn's Banner 'This large blue flag features the legendary White Tree of Gondor, with the royal Crown overhead, and the Seven Stars of Gondor.' It's 24" x 73" and will look glorious in my room. :P
It's from Mystic Caravan
I also got these 2 posters from allposters.com
 
I'm waiting for the mailman as I watch LOTR endlessly. :P Westu hál!
 pondered at 5:30pm Thursday
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April 26, 2005--today really sucked
Jeremy was sentenced today to 4 years with recommended early release in 6 months. Amber was there. It was awful. I still don't know which prison he is being sent to. How can they not know? Once again I'm fuming with the legal representation of the poor. I think the judge was as fair as he could be. Mandatory 6 months as opposed to 10 years. I am very sad and I've gone into true hermit (hobbit?) mode. I just want to be alone with my thoughts and my sorrow and my LOTR. Peace kittens.
pondered at 7:23pm Tuesday
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April 22, 2005--"You know Bilbo. He's got the whole place in an uproar."
A distraction at last! I have all 3 Extended Editions of the LOTR films and I'm having a LOTR marathon this weekend! I love the added scenes in FOTR. They add so much more detail, especially the 'gifts from Galadriel to the Fellowship' scenes. I've watched the FOTR EE twice and watched disk 1 of TTT EE. Tomorrow I plan on watching all 3 EEs back to back. I can do it. :P
Westu hál halflings.
(Jeremy's sentencing is Tuesday. I will be there. I need this weekend to rest and get strong for the ordeal ahead.)
pondered at 12:03pm Saturday
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April 16, 2005--need a smile?
These were sent in an email from Christy.
pondered at 3:38pm Saturday
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April 14, 2005--I'm too curious for my own good
Hello kittens. I've been reading books about our legal system and the situation is bleak. I found out that contrary to movies and popular opinion, the police don't have to read you your rights until the actually begin questioning you. (That's why nobody cared that Jeremy wasn't read his rights at his arrest.) Also, police are encouraged to use deceit and bullshit in arrests & interogations. (Thus the fake "power company guy" before Jeremy was arrested.) I have researched the prisons in Ohio, not just at their websites but at other true crime sites and it just horrifies me. The thought of my passive deaf son in that environment is too much. If anything happens to him God help me not to go kick Amber's lying butt. I have had so much self contol through this disaster, but it's slipping. *sigh* I'm very manic right now because I ran out of my Remeron medication 5 days ago and without it, I don't sleep. I catnap here and there. I am going to run out of all my meds before I can get into see the Doc on May 5. Mental health doesn't care, I'm on Medicaid, so I'm not very important. But you'll have that.
Jeremy's sentencing is still (so far) set for April 26th. I hope I can get a ride to be there, he begged me to be there, I want to be there as I don't know when I'll get to see him again. He's miserable and there is not a damn thing I can do about it. But you'll have that too.
Later.
pondered at 8:22pm Thursday
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April 12, 2005--ho hum
I'm beginning to wonder why I even have a blog anymore. I used to blog sometimes 2 or 3 times a day but lately? Nope, I'm lucky if it's once a week. I've been reading 4 books a week which is a nice break from life and it's absurdity.
Jeremy wrote to me, he is depressed and not eating. I wrote him back...somehow "keep your chin up" and "be strong" just don't cut it, but what else besides that and "I love you" can I say? I have no car to go see him, so I'll be writing at least once a week. Poor guy. I have to compartimentilize my pain for him because I can't be so deeply sad and depressed all the time. It's gotten tedious. So I distract myself with books and movies, especially the LOTR films. I'm back to watching them endlessly, I was distracted for a week watching Labyrinth and drooling over David Bowie. :P Alas, it's a rental so it had to go back yesterday. I keep checking the library but the LOTR books are always checked out! I put them on reserve but there is even a list for that. heh At least the people in my new town have good taste. ^_^
Have a good week and stay safe kittens.
pondered at 8:46pm Tuesday
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April 4, 2005--Tori knows the words...
| Spring Haze--from "To Venus and Back" well in know it's just a spring haze
but i don't much like the look of it
and if omens are a god send like men
breezing in
certain these clouds go somewhere
billowing out to somewhere
in a single engine cessna
you say we'll never make it there
so all we do is circle it
uh oh. let go. off on my way
unseen this eternal wanting
uh oh. way to go
so i get creamed
waiting on Sunday to drown
uh oh. way to go.
waiting on Sunday
waiting on Sunday to land
uh oh. way to go.
waiting on Sunday
waiting on Sunday to drown
so i know it's just a spring haze
but i don't much like the look of it
but all we do is circle it
and i found out where my edge is
and it bleeds into where you resist
and my only way out is to go
so far in
billowing out to somewhere
billowing out luna riviera
billowing out to somewhere
uh oh. let go. off on my way
unseen this eternal wanting
let go. so far. really getting creamed
waiting on Sunday to land
why does it always end up like this
waiting on Sunday so i get creamed
waiting for Sunday to drown |
pondered at 3:46pm Monday
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